seeking

"A kiss may not be the truth but it is what we wish were true". Is there any truth anymore. Things and feelings change so quickly for the good and not so good. Trust seems to be a commodity that is found less and less within myself these last few days. Sometimes friends are in short supply through no fault of their own, but then sometimes one does let you down and you stand alone and amazed that there is nothing you can do or that you never saw it coming...... "Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment when love begins, but we always know when it ends"? The possibilities of "what might be" stretched out before us. We talked, wondering what the future held and what we wanted to do. We had each other and for a moment needed nothing more. How and why did it turn so quickly into into just the opposite. Nothing...emptiness...questions..so many unanswered questions and then and even now, a broken promise.



Tonight I am having trouble taking whats in my mind and putting it on the screen here in front of me. Maybe I am just trying to force it and need to just let it flow on its on, when its ready...Soon.