Thoughts are all I have to do...

Shedding thoughts from my mind. Loosing the bonds. At times it feels as if I am coming up for air and then times I feel a quiet, subtle yet strong current pulling me down. One single bond is left and soon it and happiness created before will be broken. Wanting to see what is still ahead but almost unwilling to let go of the past. I stand still and wait. Over the years I have not been true to myself and have become another for the happiness of one. Slowly I must find myself, find that person I lost. Finding the truth will be harder this time as I have almost forgot what truth is. It is time for movment in my life, time to move forward and into what awaits me.