Monday, February 25, 2008
from the shadows..
Sometimes words just don't come. Sometimes they cant convey what I feel. Sometimes all you want is to have shoulder to lean on and to be told everything will get better. I find myself growing cold deep inside and this is something I do not like. Faces pass by me everyday. I try to envision a future where I am happy and all is well. Memories follow so close behind and drain me of what I want. When does it happen. When does enough time pass to forget? Sometimes I curse the day I met you and then feel guilty for thinking such thoughts. Wanting what I felt so long ago. I will find this again. Time must allow me this indulgence just one last time. Its just that once your heart has tasted it, nothing can compare....to fall in love