waiting...

.....so soft as it comes to my ears and yet I cannot comprehend what is being said. A warning, omen of whats to come? Perhaps of what could be? Still distant even while before me and I feel am walking blind. Slower steps, patience and prayer.

Blind faith...believing....waiting....thoughts come and go as well as faces that have hurt me and those who I have hurt..So foolish in my ways. Feeling I am paying the price for this...I stand in the balance and find myself wanting and.....

waiting.