No matter how right something feels if its wrong, its wrong. Not willing to pay this price again and not going down this road. Have seen the empty shells of people that have gone before me and chase something they thought was a dream, a piece of heaven it would seem. Backing away to see the whole picture, the clear picture. The heart and mind at odds as always, but concerning this point in time they agree. Wrong is wrong and I knew it before it even started......enough.