..almost missing you for a while, then reality became a close companion and took my pain and your place but not your memory. What was I to you? For a brief moment in time you were the world to me. So much felt, conveyed and lost with the words goodbye. But there never was a goodbye was there. Just silence, distance, time, a fading away of sorts. Life returns to carry us, ever at the mercy of it's whims, flights of fancy. From time to time you crossed my mind and like a chosen few over the years you were placed into a special part of me. Never to be visited again but still treasured and maybe somehow needed. Almost a decade has passed since the silence began and now you appear once again. You...A beautiful enigma that has remained unsolved, and so shall stay as such. Sometimes the truth is more than a heart can bear, regardless of the outcome. Lesson learned since our time long ago. Lives change, hearts change and the whole landscape in turn becomes anew. You were here for a reason, a reason I gave up long ago trying to figure out as the pain became to much...but now? A smile, a tease of the senses of what was long ago and nothing more....
fade away...radiate.
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