Wednesday, November 19, 2008

inside...

Funny how the heart sometime remembers more than the mind does or so it would seem. I wonder if the heart conjures up these images and feelings on its own in hope of getting what it wants. This time the mind, as at other times in my life, can do nothing but be pulled along hoping the outcome will be different. But this time something is different. Familiar surroundings i am used to seeing are no where to be seen and I don't recognize anything around me, save this nagging emptiness and the cascade of images from recent time. A gentle bittersweet reminder that you are not here. The heart remains silent and lets the mind take in each image. Every thought, every scent, every moment. Everything stands still.....

In the balance....

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