life was just waiting for me and for me only. A new world just ready to be explored through a new set of eyes and an hungry heart. Distant voices calling, a newly born wayfarer eager to start his journey. Ahhh, the discovery of ones self and of another. Shadows dance across the windows of my soul. Deep inside I remember the subtle touch of words. The late nights of wondering what my future held and where I was headed. The call of the chase rang loud in my ears and every day was mine for the taking. Even now I close my eyes and it all comes back to me....
Whats has happened to me?
Now the eyes I see through see not what they once did. Is this because I am wiser now? The hunger is not there but still I want it to be. Have I locked away that much of me? Can five years make this much of a difference? Trying hard to find my rhythm and still nothing feels right. Just smile and continue forward for now. It is frustrating being pulled into two different directions and neither way feels right, comfortable, nothing feels like home anymore...
Sometimes you just want to be alone, then you realize that your already there.
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