...so near as we stand face to face in my mind but realty claims you for another day. Hand upon the glass seeking to feel something I let go long ago. A subtle warmth from the other side of the glass hints and teases memories of a forgotten fire and then it slowly fades. Pausing in my thoughts to endure the remembrance of my mistake and its consequence. Indecisiveness and not knowing which way to turn. A silent retribution experienced now from choices I made long ago. The hurt caused by me and my actions taunt me daily. An answer to my search, left behind. So many unknowns to navigate so may things I wish I could change, regret and its companion loneliness, reminding me of the one constant thing in my life..
I said goodbye.