......busy couple of days and I am tired and drained physically. Sitting here tonight I am really thinking hard about myself and my future or what I can see of it. I have spent so much time over the years in pursuit of things that aren't meant for me are not good for me and this has done nothing but drain me to my core. Never allowing myself time to recover and regroup. I cant do this anymore. I have been there for so many people over the years and still today I am the shoulder to lean on. But I am not strong enough now and my strength is slowly fading. I am no longer in control it seems and for now I care not where the current takes me....It's over.
..please no more.