Sitting here tonight trying figure out this funk I seem to be in. Should be happier now more than ever but something is amiss and I cant seem to find the cause or an answer. My last road trip was to get away and recharge, but in hindsight it now felt more like running away to hide. Why is this? I wasn't in my "groove" of exploring and my attention seemed to be constantly diverted, preoccupied whatever the case my be I wasn't in "Wayfarer mode" as much as I would liked to have been. Perhaps inside, changes are taking place and I can't recognize them just yet. There is an answer somewhere..Then again mybe I am asking the wrong questions..