resurface...

..sometimes we get pulled under by things we have no control over, then other times, as in my case, by things we refuse to let go of until happiness and sanity are far removed from the picture and daylight seems far away. Why is that we don't always recognize the moment when love begins, but we always know when it ends, regardless of the person or situation. Remembering only this..a kiss may not be the truth, but it is what we wish were true..Last few days some things have come to light and I find it rather refreshing to follow and different course now. Finding the commonsense that has been absent for a a good while. It all starts with a smile and and ends the same. Positive can overcome negatives but after a while excuse begin to wear thin and just doesn't cover the fact that it's not going to work, no matter how hard you try. Lesson never or I should say refused to be learned. "Almost" doesn't count and the games that come from such an encounter quickly drain the mind, heart and soul..

What dreams may come is of little consequence now..