until now..

Lying awake last night you came to my bedside. Your presence felt so deeply and tears began to follow all to familiar paths once again. Pulled in two different directions and no give is within me. Then just as quickly as you came to me, you fade softly away. A gentle but painful tease of my senses. Once you graced my dreams hidden in the shadows. Now? Daring to almost show your identity. But now you cross over into my reality. What more can I do? To resist your advance is to deny myself of knowing, of gaining any ground in this mystery. The open road beckons and maybe i should heed it's call and not return...